"I am a paradox.
I want to be happy,
but I think of things that make me sad.
I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious.
I don't like myself, but I also love who I am.
I say I don't care, but I really do.
I crave attention,
but reject it when it comes my way.
I'm a conflicted contradiction.
I just can't figure myself out,
there's no way anyone else has."
OUTLASTING